Ain't that the truth?!
I have wanted this exact thought to shoot out of me....pretty much all my life...
I can't please everybody or do everything they want and still be me.
The real me.
The me underneath all that pleasing...
all that insecurity...
all that "yes, I'll do it - it's doesn't matter that hurts me to."
The me that is yelling deep inside there,
"Let me out! I'm worth it!"
Well, I am slowly doing that...it's hard...it's terribly difficult...it's liberating. And, yes, it can be a little painful, but that Me inside screaming to get out?
and I just whisper to her,
"I knew you were in there..."